emm its been almost a week since my youngest sista,yah and my parents werent at home..mereka skg berada di unit pediatrik di HKL sbb adik kecik mira ada anomalies gall bladder which require her to undergo some operation.a major one pla tu..
The next day yakni 13 oct,yah called me..she said"kak mie..yah da nak masuk bilih bedah ni..yah takutla..mama nangis..kami doa kan yah tau"..sebak..but then mira kuatkan smgt..ne bole ngis dpn adik..t dia rasa xkuat la kn..after almost 4hrs,alhamdulillah my mom texted me that the operation went well..sgt sgt bersyukur..
Yg plg mengharukan is the moment when she called me after she operate..after da sdarkn dri,dia terus call..ckp yah sakit..yah lemah..yah xbole makan..yah itu yah ini..and the most touching one is yah rindukan kak mie..mira rasa mcm,i wish i could be there honey :( at least to give her support,i know that she needs me a lot..but ottoke,mira kena jaga adik2 kat rumah juga..kesian la mereka,sapa nak masakkn n jaga dorg..
Last nite i cry alot sbb sgt rindu kat yah..i even lookin at my right side which my yah slalu tdo n hug mira..but dia tiada..i cry in silence..but since fiqah still bjaga ag,i try pretty hard to hide the fact that im crying..im not the one who show much in front of my sisters/brothers..kalau bole,semua nye mira nak hide sbb mira nk dorg tau yg dorg bole bergantung harap pd kakak dorg ni..tadela nmpk mcm kakak dorg lembik,slalu mngis kan!being the eldest sista is much tougher i guess..emm today,17 oct my fifi n his family pegi melawat yah..seronok pula walau mira tade kat sana..tnx to him n his family coz sudi melawat..really appreaciate it dear :')
day 1 post operation..still unconcious :(
day 2 post operation..very weak
day 3 post operation..look much better
she told me papa belikn teddy bear baru..yes,anythin for u princess
Today's picture..some gift from my fifi n his family..yah da mampu tersenyum..i miss ur smile
To my adik,get well soon so that u can come home very soon dear..kakmie is always waiting..i miss u call my name,i miss to hug u,i miss to get a kiss from u,i miss to sing with u,i miss to wait u buy me the bliss tropicana icecream,i miss to hear every words from u,i miss when u always lookin for me even one minutes im in toilet,i miss when u complain me always with this laptop,i miss every moment with u..even im typing this post,my tears doesnt seem to stop falling..I MISS YOU cyg :(((((
sekian saja dari pari2 xofficial ni,n smile even u cry :')
